I can't keep them inside I need to write them out.
I'm hoping time won't come that I would need to say them aloud.
- I've never felt this disappointed for a long time.
- today started like crap, I tried sleeping my heavy feelings out but my thoughts kept waking me
- am I really ready?
- you can't depend on anyone else but yourself... even the person you were sure you can depend on would disappoint you.
- people don't care
- I'm a believer. I respect and admire those who share their breakthroughs and good fortune even if I have not personally experienced them, even if I don't believe yet. Am I ready to be surrounded by non-believers? Not just non-believers, harsh non-believers. Am I ready to influence them? or will they influence me?
- I thought I was a natural control freak, now I know why I feel the need to control. because, I have no one else to depend on
- is it all worth it?
- at the end of the day, after the effort, after all the hard work, a nagging feeling at the back of my mind continues to ask me "what for?"
my thoughts for today.
I can't keep them inside I need to write them out.
I'm hoping time won't come that I would need to say them aloud.
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